i dont know what do

[Patpat122]

im often hit by parents and there usualy drunk and i still loved them, but a few minuets ago my mom called me fat after years of telling me im not fat she snapped and claeed me fat. a few years ago i also tried suicide, and now those thought r back i just dont know whats it worth anymore i just finally snapped and i dont know how much worse its gunna get fro me,a few seconda ago they wanted an apology FROM ME
I CANT TAKE IT

[Sirbam]

Whatever you do, do NOT commit suicide. You have no idea what you can do in your life. You could be famous, you could cure cancer, you could do anything. And with one decision you could take that all away. Please, do NOT do that.

About your parents, you really need to talk to someone. If you love them, and still would like to be with them, I suggest you find a way to keep them away from alchohol as much as possible. Ask them to go to a movie with you or play a board game. If that doesn't work, no matter how much you love them, you need to get away from them. Call CPS (child protection services) at 1-800-342-3720.
I cannot stress how important this is. Although you love them very much, like you said they are abusive and from past experiences it will only get worse. If their behavior towards you is making you suicidal, you cannot be with them.

Please stay safe. My best wishes to you.

[Patpat122]

thx 4 the advice i talked to someone about it and in turn talked to my parents if it doesnt get better then i will have to leave them thx so much im still here bcasue of people like u