really bad breakup

[hoy]

My gf of 2 years just broke up with me a week ago. She did because well, I kinda acted mean to her whenever she hung out with her friends. This is only because just recently she started hanging with them again and I get jealous thinking shell choose them over me. Well she basically did.. this girl used to be insanely in love with me, and a week before we broke up we had the most romantic day ever. And after we broke up she said she wanted to start over, be best friends, she cant live without me, ect ect. Well now almost everyday shes with those friends and shes high every second of her life. She used to smoke a lot, stopped when we dated and was against it, and now shes doing it again? Wtf? And she wont talk to me really, I have to beg for 2 minute phone conversations and she keeps saying to give her time. time for what? Were supposed to be close., she said we would be herself. its like shes completely stopped caring about me and shes telling me to live without her for a while and she needs time when all I want to do is see her. She keeps saying im pushing her into a relationship when all i want is to be close, and she said we could after we broke up, but 2 days later everything changed. When I explained my feelings again yesterday she just ignored everything I said and it hurts so bad cause we used to be so close and now im nothing to her, its all about weed and not caring, she admitted she doesn’t care about me as much as she used to now. I typed up a really emotionally charged letter and scanned a few old notes she wrote me and want to send them in a message this Saturday which is our 2 year anniversary. Im willing to not talk to her for the couple days still Saturday though, since she just wants to do nothing but be high with her friends now. I just hope I can change her mind cause she cant do this forever.
Any ideas? Advice? Is it just a phase for her? I dont want to be without her..

[Uncle Adam.]

If you've broken up and she has clearly made her mind up, I don't see what the point of waiting around is. You can't stop her from doing what she is doing and can't just wrap her up in your arms. It's done, so moving on and healing would be in your best interest.

[Fatal Injection]

Just to add, you should never get jealous when your girlfriend hangs out with friends. It gives the girl the idea that you're possesive and that's a humongous turn off.

The relationship has pretty much crashed. Let her do what she wants, forget about her, and move on.