really awful.

[love.emmie]

So basically, there is a guy in my class who I´ve been crazy over since the day I met him, which was about three months ago. We flirted for a long time and he would say things like ´´te quiero mucho (I love you)´´ and play with my hair and everything, and I mean I REALLY liked him. I usually don´t let myself get too crazy over a guy, but I seriously thought I loved him. It was a good day if we talked a lot and a bad day if we didn´t, that sort of thing. Communication was always kind of hard since I´m an exchange student and my Spanish isn´t perfect yet, but I always had an amazing time when I was talking to him or with him. And then a couple weeks ago I found out he got a girlfriend. Just out of the blue. It really crushed me when I found out, and it´s embarrassing to say I´m still not completely over him. I tell myself over and over again that I am, and sometimes I even come close to convincing myself I´ve moved on, but then I see him with his girlfriend and it just drives me crazy. I don´t know what to do because it´s really becoming a problem, especially since I have to see and talk to him every day and he still treats me as a friend and flirts with me sometimes. I wish I didn´t have to see him at all because it would hurt less.
Should I try hooking up with another guy to get my mind off him? There´s a big party tomorrow night and plenty of guys will be there, and plenty of hooking up opportunities, but I´m scared that at the end of the day I´ll still be missing him. I don´t know what to do because I´ve never felt this way before.
Please help..... thank you.

[cum on lets go!]

Just remember his flirting could be cultural. And he could also be scoring points with his friends for getting friendly with the pretty foreign chica. Don't just do random hookups, especially if you're abroad. You don't want to be typecast as the slutty exchange student who just wants to steal away boyfriends. Even though you desparately want to fall in love, use this opportunity to just make friends without the baggage sex entails.

[loganjlr]

You don't have to necessarily force yourself to like other guys to rid your mind of him, your just gonna hurt the other guy in the end. It's good that your going to a party, because it will definitely get your mind off of him. Just do things normally, talk to him, be friendly, and also do activities to get your mind off him as well. Maybe practice your hobby more often, go out with friends, and just enjoy life. Less stress = happier life

[love.emmie]

Ok thanks guys... yeah I´m definitely trying to eliminate stress from my life...