problems

[FunnyGames]

i am extremely depressed and have been for the past few years. When i went into sixth grade, i was in a horrible school with the worst kids ever. most of the kids had behaverioul problems, and i did not, therefore, that was a starting point for problems which got worse, i went through that year having one friend in a higher grade who i never got to see durring the day, and occasinaly i saw her after school. at the end of the year, i got severl death threats, and decided to stop going for the last week.

durring my sixth grade year i developed a horrible stomach problem due to stress. when i went into seventh grade at a new school, my stomach problems were so bad, i had to stop going three weeks into school and get a home tutor. durring that year, i had no friends, i wasnt even near kids, exept for that one girl i was friends with the previous year. whenever we would hang out after i had my tutor, we would have fun. later that year she paid a guy to beat my ass in front of my old school. i got kciked in the stomach and in the head, which caused my ears to bleed.

when i went back to my school for eighth grade, i found out that the home tutoring was not enough to pass, therefore i had to repeat seventh grade in school. the kids my age now dont like me because they think im weird because im in the seventh grade, and the kids in my class think im weird because im one or two years older than them. i went through seventh grade with one in the school, and absolutly no friends in my grade. now im in eight grade and im having the same problem.

my mom thinks i have social problems. i went to summercamp this summer and made friends with literaly everyone at camp (the camp was small), and therefor, i dont have problems, its just the kids at my school. the only girl i liked in seventh grade (the second time i was in the grade, and not the same girl who paid the guy to beat me up) who i used to hang out with sometimes for lunch (we were able to go out to lunch at school), is completly ignoring me, and not talking to me this year.

Also this year so far, there are some new kids in my grade. one girl who i have gotten to know and i like. unfortinatly i found out yesturday, one of the kids i fight with all the time has made out with her. all in all, i hate my life and im extremly depressed. i am on ant-depressents, and anti-anxiety pills. i dont think they help. i hate my life

any suggestions how to get over depression, and / or anxiety?

[Hellbreaker]

If you don't find any pleasure being student at that school, change it. Go to another school, try a different environement, new people. Repeating an year isn't a drama believe me. I didn't quite understood your girfriend problem.

About your stomach try to eat healthy, try to sleep well. Also, try to get an hour of two of sleep after you get from school. Just eat smth and get some sleep. You will feel very refreshed afterwards. Avoid parties because you can get in trouble sometimes at them, try to find a relaxing activity, for exemple take a walk in the park during evening, with a friend, or listen to music, or do whatever you now that can relax you. You said you made some friends during summer camp ? Is any of them living near you ? If yes, hang out togheter.

Your class mates aren't the only people that can be your friends. You can find lots of people that can become your friends.

About your depression problem.
I see you are still a very young person. Your class mates are also very young, and that means, they won't really bother themselves with you. Kids can be mean, believe me, cause i saw it, and not just 1 time. As they grow up people will start to be less childish and become serious about things. You might see that during highschool.
You said that most of the kids are your school have behaviour problems. Are this kid ill, or they are just mean ? I didn't quite got your ideea.....

For starters, welcome to the forum . And hey cheer up !!! If you got any problems just pm me, and I'll try to find time and reply you.