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Before you read this I just wanna apologize for my half broken English (it isnt my first langauge)

Last week I went on a cruise. On the 4th day of the cruise, I saw this really cute girl at dinner..
At first I thought she was just a another one of those..really arrogant girl who thinks they're above everyone else.
On the 6th day of of the cruise..After I finished watching a movie at the cinema on the ship, that girl came up to me and asked me If i wanted to hang out with her. I said no..I honestly do not know what I was thinking at the time. Right after I said no, I started to regret it and so I spent a couple of hours walking around the ship hoping that I'll meet her again. And I did find her eventually after 2 hours of strolling.. But I didn't talk to her ..again I don't really know why I didn't approach her and talk to her..
She had a quick glance at me and then turned her head down and then walked on.(although later on she turned her head back to look at me I presume)
at that point I was really desperate.. I wanted to get a photo of me and her together. I had to eat dinner with my family after I saw her the second time that day. During the entire dinner..I was just thinking about her.. So I quickly finished my dinner told my parents that I was going to leave early. Unexpectledly the girl was right outside the restaurant where I ate. And she came towards me and said "You know..it's never too late to hang out..if you want"
Of course I said yes. I wasn't gonna say no after I made the same mistake TWICE..

So we pretty much spent the whole night together. We didn't do much though.. we chatted and walked around the ship together.. untill she had to leave at 12. (cuz of her parents)

we spent another hour together the following morning.. then she left the ship to catch her plane. I wanted to kiss her so much but I didn't do it because I'm just too much of a loser/pussy.. I couldn't even ask her for a photo together with my main camera ( the only pic I got is the one from my cell phone)

Anyway..Now I feel really sad/depressed because I know that I will never see her again.
(she lives somewhere in New York, and I live in Vancouver Canada)
And She is the first "attractive" girl who actually likes me I've ever met in my entire life time :/

Yeah Thats it..thanks for reading my badly written story.

[Tabula Rasa]

I'm really sorry to hear that this happened to you. And though i'm sure you'll find another girl out there who is attractive and more than interested in you, losing the first one like this is rough. There isn't anyway you an contact her? you didn't get her number or anything? You mentioned something about taking her picture on your phone. Maybe look her up on Facebook or Myspace? Just try not to let your nerves get the best of you the next time, and just go for it.

And by the way, you're english wasn't bad at all. It was better than most on this site.

[Shreyas]

I am sorry to hear, In future you may get better girls, you can even try to keep in contact with this girl if possible through IM, Phone etc. I agree with the above post and your English is not bad. Next time try tnot to repeat this

[sigh]

I do have her on fb but I doubt I'll ever see her again even if i have her on fb :/

and I don't have her # . Even If I do it'd be difficult because he lives in the states while I live in Canada.

And also she's 2 years younger than I am haha. I don't know if ages matter though..

[Shreyas]

I do have her on fb but I doubt I'll ever see her again even if i have her on fb :/

and I don't have her # . Even If I do it'd be difficult because he lives in the states while I live in Canada.

And also she's 2 years younger than I am haha. I don't know if ages matter though..

You can ask her IM or Number on Facebook and keep in contact with her, may be you might get a chance to meet her in future.

[Chris*sk8me]

maybe call her if u have her num etc sorry man not much to offer here and btw u have better english then me and thats sad