Leave me the F*** alone, MOM
by, Jun-26-2011 at 03:53 PM (1100 Views)
What the heck does she want from me. All I did was come out of the closet. Come on...it's 2011....Get a hold of yourself. I wasnt crying out for help all I did was give you a heads up....She blew it so far out of proportion....
Because of my coming out my entire family is suffering the craziness of my mother. She for whatever reason is trying to act all spiritual now as if she is a higher being or something. We have always been a religious family but there really is no reason for her to go all out nuts with it now. She forces us to go to church...which my complaint is purely by principle because I would go anyways. She listens to nothing but christian music on the radio every single day... That is just what my family gets to endure.... I get a whole level of insanity from her....
She harrasses me on a daily basis with links to Ex-gay videos and testimonies about how god can help change me.....I DONT FUCKING WANT TO CHANGE!!!!! I am finally being honest with myself and now she wants to make me go back.....Every single day she does this.... She uses every opportunity to get under my skin with ignorant comments and schemes to try to change my mind....She doesnt realize that she is just driving me further and further away! UGH!!!!
Sure there are several conservative views that disallow christians to be gay....but this is just absurd.... I am Christian.... I know in my heart that I am going to Heaven and I am gay.... Why is that so hard to get people to see.... God does not approve of this harrasment and persecution that I recieve from my own flesh and blood. Come on Mom!
Sorry Guys for this harsh post but I really really needed to vent!