Today I want to the “play room” to see if there was something to do up there. All I had in me was an IV so it was easier to move around. I met someone named Rob that came in the same day I did but earlier in the day. He is 16. He plays football and runs track in high school. We shot baskets for an hour and then played a table hockey game after that. I wanted to ask him why he was here but I didn’t. He didn’t ask me either. It felt like kind of a code where we weren’t supposed to talk about that. ...
For the first time I’m sleeping again. They still wake me up every hour taking my blood pressure though. There still is a catheter in me. Today they will take me for a few rides to take images of my kidneys and bladder and stuff like that. This is the first time I’m eating too. The food really sucks. I guess they put something in my IV that is supposed to make me happier but I’m not happy. My mom has to leave for work but in a way it’s better without her here. They want ...
In case you didn’t see what I wrote yesterday I’m in the hospital because they say my blood pressure is extremely high. When people my age get that they think it is kidney related, so that’s what they are checking. So today I learned that they were going to put a catheter in me. I had no idea what that was but I sure do now. When they told me I freaked out. Basically they told me what was going to happen the afternoon and I just didn’t want to live. They tell me they will insert this ...
So I went to have my physical today. I have to have it done by June or else I can’t play baseball. My family doctor did it this year instead of having it done at school. I guess it is free now from my doctor and if it’s free, my mom does it. Anyway all went pretty good this time. Even the part where I had to drop my boxers went good. Last year I got erect and this year it stayed down. It feels so good not to be embarrassed. The nurse takes my blood pressure and it is like 180 over 120, ...
body age (years, months): 13 years 10 months height: 5'7 weight: 137 BMI: 21.5 arms: 12.75 right 12.25 left arm span: 72 inches chest: 30 inches waist: 27 inches tanner stage: 3.5 reproduction hard penis length: 5.6 inches testicle size: 1.4 inches size of ejaculations: 2.5 teaspoons color of semen: pretty much all white hair [X] pubes [X] armpits [X] scrotum ...