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Last night was great!! I met this new guy, and we are so much a like! we both wrestle and play football, we are both 6'3", we are both 14.5 years old, we both weigh around 190, both are muscular, and best of all we are both gay. i am so so happy. Yesterday i walked home with him to his house for a sleep over. We just started to hang out, ya know watching TV, and we ate dinner. then at about 9 his parents went to bed. I never thought about what we would do that night because hew as new to the ...

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Lately, I've been feeling pretty depressed. I've been talking with friends about it, and theres no reason I can think of to cause it. My home, work and school lives are fine, I'm OK with my family and friends.

The only things I can think of are;
I'm not out to my parents.
I just seem to do the same thing every day (Get up, school, get home, work, home, sleep).

I'm still not totally sure about my sexuality, although I know I like guys. ...

I don't get it. My friends aren't my friends. My Dad's pretty distance. My Mom's in a total different state and doesn't talk to me. Everyone just seems like they hate me. What do i do wrong to make everything think I'm a waste of life? I'm even starting to hate myself for things i haven't even done. I suck at pretty much everything, or at least that's what i tell myself. Why? Why do i keep having these thoughts? Am i depressed? I just don't feel like i'm living a good life at all. School just makes ...

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I had to make a few sketches incorporating Clay Matthews in the letter "M" and it took me 18 sketches to realize I was using the wrong drawing style and 9 more to create the style I was supposed to be in. Here are my sketches in progress:

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I was Born on december 20,1995 in Belfast Ireland to Jennifer (nèe Millar yeah she was born in ireland.) and Heinrich Drexler SR. My mom was born in Killarney ireland and moved to the States. and met my father while she was sightseeing in Munich, Germany. My father was born in Munich. he moved to ireland and became an irish citizen. (he was visiting his parents when he met my mom) lived in Belfast until I was 14 (yeah i have an accent). I have 3 brothers 1 born on the same day as I Max(16). One ...