the past couple of weeks....ive been through alot. school stated..thats ALWAYS fun NOT!! haha but then i found out that the disiplanary person from my last school...IS MY LIT TEACHER...thats just GREAT!! my math teacher is out to get me and my am hist. tacher is always yelling...ITS SCARY!!...but shes nice (to me anyways)...life hasnt been too stressful...its fun like a pitch black rollercoaster...you never see the next flip or turn around...I LOVE IT!!
So its been sometime since I last posted. I figured I would update you all with some more of what has been going on with me. I'll break it down into several sections:
Parents: They are still treating me inappropriately :/ Ive come to accept that they probably will never be able to fully understand my position so I am planning to move out as soon as I can to avoid any further conflict with them.
College: I have been accepted into Colorado Technical Universtiy's Online Program.
I can't trust my parents, because they will never understand me fully.. and it is so sad and hard. <br>My parents are already having problems in their own relationship and have had problems for the last 10 years at least. When I was 16 years old I felt so desperate living under the same roof, that I just wanted to do anything to make things better.. but nothing helped and now I have moved away. I feel like I sacrifice good things to overcome the fact that I am going to live without the trust
I turn 17 October 8 although i'm happy ill be 17 im kinda sad because i dont feel like a normal teen. Im 17 and ive never had a girlfriend you know and also i dont go to parties alot and idky but i dont feel like a normal teen and it just sucks sot thats whats going on with me right now.